♥ N
Monday, July 6, 2009 / 9:53 PM i just dont get it. why people tried their best to reconcile us. well, its not appreciated at all! firstly, you dont understand anything that happens to me that leaves me traumatic. secondly, you're just adding salt to my wounds. thirdly, ive made up my mind and im sticking to it. why stand up for him? why are you siding him? how long have you known him? have you been in the same relationship as i am with him? are you married? do you have a child? even though you know him for years or decades, you dont share the same relationship as i was with him. you're his friend, best friend or whatsoever. but im his wife. im with him around the clock so i shall say i know him best. i know him inside out. i know him too well. and thanks to him, im afraid to fall in love again. ive made a gravely mistake. so im not going to live in that mistake for the rest of my life. i want to brethe. i want to stop thinking about others. its time i think for and about myself. this marriage is not going anywhere. i swear. im better off on my own. and better still, im better off without him. so please stop advising me or even try to help me because nothing is going to change anything at the end of the day. Labels: limitations. |