you make me believe in fairy tales.

dearly beloved.

i know.
*wipe-wipe the screen, cleaning the dust that has been resting evenly on the screen*
i suddenly feel the urge to blog.
maybe due to boredom, bottled feelings, itchy hands and etc.
the real reason and sudden urge to blog, credit goes to the tiny human above.

i have been doing some thinking & soul-searching at work.
why at work?
because i always have nothing to do while the rest are busy running here and there to meet deadlines.
lol.

it felt like i just gave birth yesterday and today at 1 years old, Naomi is already dancing.
no, im not cracking some lame joke, but really, she dances whenever there's a tune.
and her butt is just so juicy, i always want to bite them.
she is now down with chicken pox, and my heart sank so deep seeing her in that state.
if you ever had gone through that sickness, you know how itchy your body is and how ugly it look with all the bumps all over your body.
afterall, letting her into this world and watching her grow was such a beautiful moment that stays vividly at the back of my mind.
from the moment i bring her home on day 1, she stay still and so fat like a silkworm, she is now an irritating brat.
she transform me to woman, emotionally, mentally and physically.
back then, i whine, refuse to grow up and always get myself into trouble with love, parents and laws.
no, i dont have a black record, btw.
she turns me into a loving, forgiving and matured woman.
she let me see the world in her perspective.
she's not whiny, difficult and rude like i was then.
in her tiny world, she is just asking for happiness and comfort.
i promised her that i will do just anything to raise her into a graceful child.
well hopefully i stop spending money and start saving for her future.
and the first word that came out of her puny mouth is not "mama", not "mommy", not "daddy" but... "BIRD"!
because my mom likes to show her birds pecking on food outside the kitchen's window.
thank you, babygirl!
walk soon okay, little human!
mommy loves you and forever will.

life is good, i guess.
thats how it seems to be to me.
ive become a much more worst spender.
im bad at saving digits.
well, at least, it keeps me happy momentarily.
and as usual, i fail to shed any fats but instead they fuck in my body and multiply.
sial.

its lunch time now.
and my prangai-budak-gemok behaviour is acting up already.
before i publish and logout.
i dont know why but i feel like getting pregnant.
its nice to feel fragile, you know.
if its the case, hopefully, its a babyboy.
lalalalala.
*skipping around to my colleagues desk*

Labels: boo.

you make me believe in fairy tales.

dearly beloved.

i know.
*wipe-wipe the screen, cleaning the dust that has been resting evenly on the screen*
i suddenly feel the urge to blog.
maybe due to boredom, bottled feelings, itchy hands and etc.
the real reason and sudden urge to blog, credit goes to the tiny human above.

i have been doing some thinking & soul-searching at work.
why at work?
because i always have nothing to do while the rest are busy running here and there to meet deadlines.
lol.

it felt like i just gave birth yesterday and today at 1 years old, Naomi is already dancing.
no, im not cracking some lame joke, but really, she dances whenever there's a tune.
and her butt is just so juicy, i always want to bite them.
she is now down with chicken pox, and my heart sank so deep seeing her in that state.
if you ever had gone through that sickness, you know how itchy your body is and how ugly it look with all the bumps all over your body.
afterall, letting her into this world and watching her grow was such a beautiful moment that stays vividly at the back of my mind.
from the moment i bring her home on day 1, she stay still and so fat like a silkworm, she is now an irritating brat.
she transform me to woman, emotionally, mentally and physically.
back then, i whine, refuse to grow up and always get myself into trouble with love, parents and laws.
no, i dont have a black record, btw.
she turns me into a loving, forgiving and matured woman.
she let me see the world in her perspective.
she's not whiny, difficult and rude like i was then.
in her tiny world, she is just asking for happiness and comfort.
i promised her that i will do just anything to raise her into a graceful child.
well hopefully i stop spending money and start saving for her future.
and the first word that came out of her puny mouth is not "mama", not "mommy", not "daddy" but... "BIRD"!
because my mom likes to show her birds pecking on food outside the kitchen's window.
thank you, babygirl!
walk soon okay, little human!
mommy loves you and forever will.

life is good, i guess.
thats how it seems to be to me.
ive become a much more worst spender.
im bad at saving digits.
well, at least, it keeps me happy momentarily.
and as usual, i fail to shed any fats but instead they fuck in my body and multiply.
sial.

its lunch time now.
and my prangai-budak-gemok behaviour is acting up already.
before i publish and logout.
i dont know why but i feel like getting pregnant.
its nice to feel fragile, you know.
if its the case, hopefully, its a babyboy.
lalalalala.
*skipping around to my colleagues desk*

Labels: boo.